‘Survivor’ Exit Interview Season 44, Episode 3: [Spoiler] Voted Out
The next comprises spoilers from Wednesday’s episode of Survivor.
Because it seems, sitting out of too many challenges on Survivor can price you.
That’s the lesson Soka’s Claire Rafson realized after agreeing to take a seat out three immunity challenges in a row. When her tribe misplaced their very first immunity, not even her tights bonds with Matt, Frannie and Heidi may save her from Jeff’s snuffer, as all 4 of the tribe’s votes fell her method. (Read a full recap here.)
However after all, the edit can’t present every thing! Right here, Claire talks to TVLine about her relationships with the showmance and Heidi, why she sat out a lot and her greatest strategic fail within the sport.
TVLINE | It appeared like Matt and Frannie had been going to be your lifeline on this sport. What occurred there and why do you suppose Frannie in the end determined to vote you out?
CLAIRE RAFSON | Frannie and I had been pounding the pavement doing what we may, making an attempt to get Heidi to maneuver over to our facet, however in the end Frannie made the suitable transfer. Why be the lone vote in opposition to any individual who’s going to remain? I believe it was utterly the suitable transfer. I’ve no laborious emotions. Frannie was pondering sensible and whether or not she threw a rogue vote wouldn’t have modified whether or not I went house or not, so I’m glad she did the protecting factor and stored herself on the within.
At that time, no. Initially, I used to be pleased to trip with Heidi, Josh and Danny and do the anti-Matt and Frannie factor, however at that time, Frannie was one one who I felt very assured needed to work with me and was able to trip with me if we may get the votes collectively. I additionally actually needed to work with Matt. I believe he’s pretty. I believed working with the showmance would’ve been a superb protecting defend for me. Sadly, Matt didn’t have a vote, so I most likely ought to have listed extra on the opposite three, as a result of with out a vote, we had been an alliance of three however had been two folks, successfully. I completely love them, however possibly I ought to have picked allies that had votes.
TVLINE | Inform me a bit about your relationship with Heidi. She was an enormous issue on this vote and appeared very torn up about what to do.
I believed Heidi and I had been extremely shut! Within the early days, she was rather less related. You’ve Matt and Frannie who had been on the spot, nerd-bonded greatest buddies who I used to be shut with. You had Danny operating round within the jungle doing summersaults, constructing us a mansion of a shelter. Then you definitely had Josh who was a bit of extra subdued and was doing his personal factor, but additionally making particular person relationships. Early on, I bear in mind folks being like, “Properly, Heidi just isn’t as shut with us.” I needed to sort of beg Frannie to offer Heidi the time of day as a result of they only didn’t join.
I spent a number of time studying about Heidi’s life and story which is so lovely and robust. She jogged my memory a number of my mother, actually, and I actually thought we had been nearer. It was surprising to me and I believe you might see the ache in my face. Not solely the ache of going house, however I believed Heidi was somebody — and I really like her inside and outside of the sport — however she was any individual who I believed would play extra along with her coronary heart. She even mentioned it herself that she was nearer to me than Josh, however I assume the bonds we had fashioned weren’t as sturdy as hers and Danny’s and her need for tribe energy. And she or he hated sitting out, however voting out the sit-out means you’re going to be sitting out. She was solely occupied with it by way of not making Danny mad. And Danny was a loud and really persistent voice in opposition to me at that time. Truthfully, I used to be fairly damage. It was unhappy to really feel like somebody who reminds you of your mother, that you just spend a number of time attending to know as a person is looking at your face and saying, “I simply don’t know if you happen to’re price conserving round.” It was actually probably the most brutal few hours.
I didn’t really feel like I used to be in peril for the primary or second Tribals, and I felt reassured that what mattered most was us successful, and in addition that me sitting out was not going to be the explanation I went house. At that second they’d be like, “Claire, completely be at liberty to take a seat out.” However on the third immunity problem, they needed me to take a seat out once more, Heidi’s kicking her toes, and at that time, they’re nonetheless telling me, “It’s cool. You’re good.” Nobody had ever been like, “Claire, we don’t know if you happen to’re sturdy.” At Day 6-ish, I began to note that Danny was transferring away from me as an ally, and at that time you go, “OK, they’re telling me I can sit out,” however there are two choices. I both sit out and we win, nice. I sit out an we lose, they’re nonetheless going to name me weak. After which there’s this third possibility. If I push again and ask to be put in an important place and we win, nice. But when we lose that problem, they’re going to do the very same factor and say, “Claire is weak both method. What’s completely different? Claire’s taking part in. She’s received to go.”
Matt and Frannie practiced the madness puzzle greater than me, and I believed that they had the very best shot of doing it. At that time, the very best shot we had at not shedding in the event that they’re going to say I’m weak both method was me sitting out. You wish to be a crew participant, you wish to be an individual who’s like, ” I belief you.” I used to be making an attempt to be easy-going and somebody who could be good to work with and associate with issues. When push got here to shove, any individual would inevitably go, “It’s OK to take a seat out,” and I’d say, “OK.” I’d flip and lift my hand. Perhaps I mentioned it a bit of too peppy, however that was sort of the way it felt.
TVLINE | As a viewer, I don’t really feel like I’ve a superb learn on Josh.
I’m wondering why! [Laughs]
TVLINE | Folks didn’t appear to belief him an excessive amount of on the market. What was your tackle him?
I cherished Josh. I gravitated towards him. We talked early on, me, Josh and Frannie, about our popping out tales, our experiences being a queer lady, a queer particular person of coloration. I cherished him personally, however Josh had come into the sport telling us he was a private coach. When you requested about his scars, he would evade. I get why he thought these would put targets on his again, however if you’re mendacity so essentially about one thing, it sort of closes you in. By proxy of him simply being extra reserved, and a bit of on edge as a result of he was actively mendacity about issues, it was simple to suppose he was rather less reliable. Additionally, he had come as much as me one time and instructed me, “You’re my No. 1.,” however Matt had already instructed me Josh had mentioned that to him, in order that was already sus. We stored discovering him in the midst of rumors going round… he was undoubtedly taking part in and was essential to our crew, however that was sort of the learn that we had. I cherished him and actually loved my time with him, however he was somebody who was tougher to pin down. I couldn’t learn him the best way I may learn everybody else.
TVLINE | The birdcage. Did you’ve gotten any thought what was occurring there?
Sure, I did. On the bench, I received some info from Matthew so I truly had a superb sense that there was going to be a pretend idol. By the point Matt received his idol and instructed me about it, I used to be like, “Child’s received a pretend idol.”
TVLINE | If you got a second probability, what would you do in a different way?
I believe figuring out that I had much less time, I might have pushed again and performed and had a few of these experiences. Sadly, the most important factor, as soon as my ally in a bunch of three misplaced his vote, I ought to have simply deserted ship and doubled down on the opposite three. That’s most likely my greatest strategic error. I didn’t have the numbers with the folks I needed to work with most, so I ought to have been throughout Danny and Heidi and actually locked that in, or introduced Josh in, however I used to be being idealistic. I hoped there could be a method for a simple vote out, which ended up being me apparently. However the greatest strategic difficulty — when any individual loses a vote, that’s not a superb particular person to be close to.